Thursday, February 24, 2011

Chest Infection Red Blotches

Hello Kitty for my rats ...

Have wiedermal sewn a Kuschelhäusschen for our rats. :) Now a Hello Kitty cuddle house. The Hello Kitty fleece fabric we bought at one of the last commodity markets (see five papers before.) And the dark red fleece I had lying here. Used

our rats have been found and it's great. :) Since you probably

curious since, sometimes a little picture of the Hello Kitty Stuffed House



And, like about you?

more greeting to all my readers. :)

Sunday, February 20, 2011

My Kitten Has A Saggy Belly

Random been faster?

As announced, late on Saturday (also Sunday), nor a debriefing of the questionnaires. No, actually it was even more.

My mother was almost in parallel had a listen to me about Asperger's syndrome and from a friend who knows a turn, a specialized psychologists, pretty much get sent to info. And another friend she got the book "Super Good Days" on loan, which I read just now. She herself was quite ticked off the writing style of the book just kept up by just over half.

I'd rather not know what it would be assumed if I do not have the questionnaires would have been faster. Probably would then the "Kümmerei" very first not stop.

I then used the opportunity on my part and questioned my mother. It came out then:
- I was never particularly moved when I had to say goodbye in the nursery of her or she picked me up
- like cuddling I'm probably not
- my motor (dis) abilities were so for some outsiders irritating that I had not almost start school at 6 and before or after the final examination a few weeks to play therapy had
- the change of residence with about 2 years for me was very irritating, because suddenly there was a garden rather than just surfaces to walk
- also the thresholds in the new apartment I would be very careful addition and cross

the fact that the course, everything just "fits", I still wonder whether I would have wanted to know.

to lead a normal life would be any better.
But I've still never actually done so or not, without me here to get figuratively scratches. Last night I had

Friday, February 18, 2011

Get Community Service Hours

Hallöchen ...

...!

After a long time I'd write something in my blog. For personal reasons I could not post more entries, but now wants to change it. :)

In the time I was not idle. I learned how to weave baskets and Nadelfilzt. I made bead animals, crocheted, knitted, Servierrtentechnik with Pappholz worked again until recently, of course, origami and sewing. :)

by little, I would imagine what I've done fine. :)

I would be happy if more people read along regularly and more comments are left. :)

greeting, to all my readers. :)

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Clip Art Of Halitosis

"You can not swim, but you jump into the water again and again" put off

can persuade my mother with me on the phone the parents completed questionnaires from Freiburg. Actually, the phone call almost two hours to tell not enough to everything that happened there would have to tell, so we are talking on the weekend to continue.

about 10 minutes, I once had my father on the phone, the corrected my mother in a specific detail.

I have an A4 page filled with additional notes.
(. And wonder if I typing or would annul)

Time and again there were two comments:
- "We found out not particularly unusual, just as you were and we have accepted you so."
- "You were not at all loads is what we have always thought.."

We were already in the last quarter of the 2nd Questionnaire arrived when my mother summed up my life so far with the headline quoted saying:
"We have - in childhood - never thought that you would make high school that was almost unimaginable, but you did it We did not think that you manage the training and study, but you have completed both -.. Not such good grades, well, that's just the way you had as a child, problems with the rhythm -. and now you dance so beautifully your bad motor was always an issue, you were not a good fine motor skills -. and now you sew such beautiful and great things by hand You always had problems in the social field -. and you always looking for new constituencies, where you get together with people you can not swim -.. but you jump into the water again and again why you can not Power and no self-confidence from that? "

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

History Of Kaepa Shoes



Actually, I had expected to come today for lunch with a score of neurologists home.

fact, I have only about half an hour, the average age in the waiting room (which at least 60 years estimated to have been) reduced, then almost another half an hour marveling at the creation of the treatment room (note: Expressionism may well be on the level of 10-year students) and subsequently portrayed in ten minutes the doctor my symptoms, with respect to the EEG on the 3 . to be put off until March.

Then I will also bring proper time, there shall be made after a pause the analysis.

Laut dem Arzt müßte man meine Symptome auf dem EEG sehen. Da ich nicht dazu kam, Fragen zu stellen, habe ich auch nicht gefragt, was wäre, wenn das EEG unauffällig wäre.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Where Are The Holo Cons In Ratchet And Clank

But it's all made sense once ...

Am Mittwochabend in der Weststadtbar, Xing-Unternehmertreffen. Nein, ich bin keine Unternehmerin, erhalte aber als Mitglied der Regionalgruppe die Einladungen, habe darüber einige Leute kennengelernt und mag die Atmosphäre. Wie jeden Mittwoch gibt es ein Buffet zum Festpreis, mit dem man gut und gern doppelt soviele Leute versorgen könnte ...

Da ich bereits einige Male dort war, kennen der Organisator wie auch der Inhaber der Bar mein Gesicht und begrüßen mich entsprechend. Ist ja auch gar nicht so falsch, sich die Gesichter Regular visitors to remember ...

The day before I had wondered whether I should go or not. So a really good feeling I had not. And then I have given me a jolt and signed up. Just to ponder on Wednesday morning and again: should I or should not I?
When I read the late afternoon that a certain friend would come, but I decided to go.

About a half hours after my arrival, I am with a few men at a high table (the seats were all occupied when I arrived already), swap business cards and come out here can not but tell also a part of my professional career. Somehow it will be a private conversation with one of the gentlemen who had been briefly after I introduced myself, a bad offhand remark had made. Why because I have a job? - Yes, because of my poor performance and perhaps because of my age, I hem and haw. - How old I was then? - Fast 33, "I say. - Oh, this is a house number.
already betrays his tone that he has me so "ticked off" mentally. As the conversation went on, I do not remember. I think I have not really talked then with him.

From another conversation partner, with whom I exchanged business cards also came the next day with a message including the text "May I You say something? I do not know if I should do that ... "
" Go ahead "I write back, still in good spirits
But the answer is -. So far - from
And I get nervous that I had done wrong. .
She stood at the time with another friend of mine when I was preparing to say goodbye. Am I into it burst into the conversation too much?
I have another error of which is not struck me?
The other friend had had a question to which I in the adoption again appealing. She said she would sign up. this happens is not in the next 2 working days.

It can be funny, joke about his own penchant for Fettnäpfchentreten as long as arising from this very awkwardness no serious consequences that we could not assess in advance. : /

the end, I sat in my apartment on Thursday night, wondering why have I such a lousy biography. And then remember it, that's all for me has some point made sense. I wanted the training. I also wanted to study. In theory, I would work alongside and gain important practical experience. I practically had to in the first semester too exhausted, but it was ignored. Only once have I had a mini-job at the university, where I program something should - and then got stuck at the half, the project did not finish properly because I was working at the much too busy with other thoughts.

given to me for a potential second interview devise suitable sentences, which put my motivation in a better light, I am not yet come. Pretty sure I will this practice, however, and probably with someone else even have to undergo a fitness test.
scares me that such a euphemism is not the problem with my resume yes still creates the world.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

T Score Osteoporosis 3

Wrong sensitivity

The "big row" with my mother is 2 days later by another call that was me again the feeling was to speak against a wall. Perhaps my mother had also meant a lot of nice actually said, but it came at me not so. Not even to some extent.
course I accept it continues the way it is and I'll probably go with the sake of peace and to Zurich and Weimar. Maybe I'll tear me then at an inconvenient time again on the lips, who knows?

is alarming, however, to talk with friends about the self-image and to then learn that they themselves once again was way too sensitive.
As if each signal is perceived from the outside only as a negative pressure - and if not equal, then one or two days later.

The resulting spectrum is quite diverse concerns:
- An announcement mail does not come? How can it be? What I have done wrong again? Why can not I find it?
- family doctor finds the ferritin level to low? As it comes out that this is a problem for me? Why can not solve any different?
- Case manager calls despite mail back? Why not? What have I done wrong and why he told me not the protocol?
- Another phone call is also out. Did I talk about hot air? If I had better on Wednesday to stay put?

It seems increasingly that the Outside world does not work after my pace. Such an idea was already in this regard ever since. Were also several things went wrong, if I am on my own - would have set better - and also to the other?

Monday, February 7, 2011

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A normal Sunday? A question of competence

I must be awake at some point been between seven and eight.
fact is that I only really got up a while later when I had heard noises in the hallway.
My mother was already in the kitchen (because of the pills my first port of course) and announced the first that - contrary to the announcement the day before - would not bake in the morning, but wanted to clean first. Originally they had planned, the same morning to bake, because right now they want to eat carbohydrates again, and was therefore cost in the first half of the day of their pastries. So I had my mind set then out for breakfast or just try then to the result.
I then touched my dough, put it on the floor (with underfloor heating) in the corner of the dining room, as usual. Then offered my help with cleaning, and went off to call out the beds. Before that I already had a group of Christmas decorations from the Ficus Benjamini fished. After kneading
3x and in between each 10 minutes of rest time should the batter rest for an hour. My mother was somewhere in the house go.
I screwed up in good spirits to do on their computer for a bit Internetkram. It then took account of the lameness of the computer significantly more time than an hour.
Before that was my mother during my Teigvorbereitungen herumscharwenzelt occasionally me. Did I want to make the dough not to go in the oven? I had taken the biggest bowl that exist in the parental home: a transparent plastic bowl.
[My parents acknowledge with great regularity all plastic containers in the dishwasher. Not a few are bent in the many years - almost every time I have (! At least 24 years old) indicated that the vessels, the high Temperatures in the machine may not be tolerated. Guess who had to listen to, to tell silly nonsense?]
When I had finished my work on the computer was my mother about to wipe the floor in the dining room. It was a quarter past twelve, about three quarters of an hour earlier had called from below, if I wanted to combine my laundry.
The bowl of the dough "of course" no longer on the ground. At the door stood the neighbor first so that I could say nothing. After I had the dish in the oven and found myself on the temperature of the bowl (a little over the hand) wondered the neighbor adopted soon. I asked my mother now - in a normal tone, but quite a bit irritated - what they had thought about leaving the dough and the plastic bowl in the oven and the latter also stoked up. Since he would have been good. Only she had the doors open to the kitchen and the living room and had opened there in each case the window. Because the dough would have been standing still on the train. And so on ... a counter word led to another until I had peppered her favorite after half an hour in my helplessness on the chair cushions around the ears. (I have too much jitter to give someone a slap.)
Instead, I twisted myself into the kitchen, hit (almost) the door and burst into tears from. Somewhere the pent-up emotions had to go somewhere.
After the recipe I would now divide the dough into ten parts, all roll and roll again to determine.
So I rolled out the first piece of dough and was just beginning to reopen it when I was again all too much. I then put the dough on the baking sheet only as to where they should rest for another 30 minutes and covered it with a towel. Meanwhile, heated the oven to 220 degrees before.
baked bread I have finally at 220 degrees 25 minutes. On the top shelf, was because of the oven thermometer because no other place in the oven.
In between I had removed my underwear (before lunch! Time record!), The clothes horse again evacuated in the laundry room, set on a machine with some of the sheets and place on the lines created by I had taken off the dry stuff.
the rolls were finally about 30 minutes before my father would have again used the oven, done.
As he stood in the kitchen, my mother brought up this theme again and demanded that I should show her with a hug that I would have calmed down and it would be better disposed to return. I pointed out that they could actually know that I want to negative criticism is not very flexible, responsive, and ultimately they know me for over 30. Whereupon she even went with the statement that they would just as mimosa, if you live alone for so long. (I've mentioned then a further comment.)

the evening, my mother and I are sitting watching TV. Hindenburg, Part 1 My mother has to comment on any action. Because what would happen when?
I'm still not down yet come true, but keep my mouth shut. Tear me instead of the lip and have to (of course) once again be asked if I knew then, what I look like when I look at the lip outline. Sure, if I am for about 15 years is not interested, it will do so now ...
Later, in bed, I read yet almost half an hour, then try to sleep, but only nightmares and wake up at about twelve fifty again from a kind of epileptic seizure on. The fluttering around my leg legs of the pajamas my trigger, as is the much too large and too heavy felt blankets. The duvet cover is not made of smooth fabric, also contributes to the triggers.
I sneak a stick deeper, to the television, somehow I must come down. On the night
RTL is a repetition of Hindenburg that I look, as well as the subsequent documentation about the actual incident.
Then it just before three, I go back to bed and sleep like a stone until the alarm clock at 6:30 rings.

I have this morning left the house before my parents would have been gehfertig (although it was a quarter to eight), I had so say goodbye to my mother when she was in the bathroom, I forgot in my excitement of the bag with the bed sheet and pillow case, which I had placed next to my rolling suitcase. The case was already pretty full last night was when my mother still put the bedding on it. The duvet cover I had just put so still can.
hardly that the doors of the train to Frankfurt were closed, is an SMS, what this strange because adoption would need to be. And now what they please with my bag have done.
early March will take my mother back to Zurich. I am also scheduled, as well as for the celebration of the 80th Birthday, my grandmother a week later. I could "in no case" does not come along.
I can not help, write back that they should register if they want to go alone to Zurich. I see no point in me stay in front of my sister, my niece and my brother in law that triggers.

I've been thinking for a while, whether I should write here.
It is not always the case with us, but something exemplary, this story nevertheless.
And usually I swallow this down simply because yes me no choice.

PS: The recipe at Latin cuisine and a picture of my buns, which are very tasty way:

Friday, February 4, 2011

Latana Mendocino Llc And Heritage House



It would indeed be nice. Always. Or almost always, depending on the situation.
Since there is then also more like than to make a discussion, because one is accustomed to this easy way. Finally, he was always effective. At least the harmony did not suffer too much ...

The recognition that it is not good to drive, of course, at some point.
typically the case if it is too late.
If you own the environment no longer to satisfy itself that there is more to the box when addressed by others, take on the really important tasks? As mute and motionless to sit instead of participating in a discussion?

So slowly seeping I get the impression from the study of physics could have been a very bad thing. Just as it has thrown me back into my personal characteristics. The hat was dripping from the behavior of a stone.

the other hand, one can say the same about many other decisions I've made before and after.

There seems to be always one, make one or more of them into question. Currently there is

Sunday, January 30, 2011

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stability on time

, I would argue me good.
The quilt is progressing well (which means: I've done almost half), I have in January, more than the written (for December and January) required 15 applications (in December but can not), I can also reasonably the to create what I do not for a day distinguished versacke and in the forums.

therefore relatively stable.

Let's see how long this state.
is currently divided my time so I still own.
And since it is then not as important if not on Sunday evening, the entire apartment is cleaned. * Shame *

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

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Tired ... Happy new year

... beat me at the moment the Internet.

Various forums have lost their appeal, either because they are so invite intense that my computer goes into the vault due to overheating, or because I simply off the interest is lost, because the communication does not work more, etc.

Maybe this is now only back such a withdrawal idea, because 2 years ago I had not come to such an idea.
other hand, has suffered from exactly that time including my thesis. : /

If so who missed me in any forum or on Twitter, see it after me please.
The blogs continue to run first, but possibly even more than before on the back burner.

Maybe I get it again so off to a reasonable schedule? I wish

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Calculating Dietary Exchange



You a happy and successful year 2011 with good health and what else you may need.

R. and I have from the balcony of the 13th Stocks in "his" Building the fireworks were observed and photographed.




















was


Oh, cheese fondue, it also



PS: Even worse than the loud firecrackers can I find the garbage left behind. And the young people who thought of having to fire the rocket horizontally near the ground. O_O