Wrong sensitivity
The "big row" with my mother is 2 days later by another call that was me again the feeling was to speak against a wall. Perhaps my mother had also meant a lot of nice actually said, but it came at me not so. Not even to some extent.
course I accept it continues the way it is and I'll probably go with the sake of peace and to Zurich and Weimar. Maybe I'll tear me then at an inconvenient time again on the lips, who knows?
is alarming, however, to talk with friends about the self-image and to then learn that they themselves once again was way too sensitive.
As if each signal is perceived from the outside only as a negative pressure - and if not equal, then one or two days later.
The resulting spectrum is quite diverse concerns:
- An announcement mail does not come? How can it be? What I have done wrong again? Why can not I find it?
- family doctor finds the ferritin level to low? As it comes out that this is a problem for me? Why can not solve any different?
- Case manager calls despite mail back? Why not? What have I done wrong and why he told me not the protocol?
- Another phone call is also out. Did I talk about hot air? If I had better on Wednesday to stay put?
It seems increasingly that the Outside world does not work after my pace. Such an idea was already in this regard ever since. Were also several things went wrong, if I am on my own - would have set better - and also to the other?
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